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the thought of giving up had haunted me for the whole day
and the feeling is fucking hurt, real hurt
"Failed in triple eyelids surgery" my excuse
but who is going to buy it? no I guess
yet they were so thoughtful to leave me alone
with the bloody red and puffy secret

tried to get advices from legal and medical perspectives
and also checked back on those historiesss
all by my side, I can always win in the debate
ancient and traditional belives, that is really ridiculous
I never know that I got an old fogy at home

"why don't you show any feeling on your face?"
she asked, and I hissed
because I knew that tears wouldn't wash off anything
I need a clear mind to look for stratergies
to win in this fight, although it will be hard

this time, I wish to fight and not to give up
at least, I don't want to be the one who give up